The wavering between these two opinions is no longer a matter of public discussion. Publicly no one dares to speak about Jesus at all. People talk about anything: about how bad or good everything is in the church, about how and what should be done, about what someone thinks of the most important universal human problems, about who distorted history and how. But not about Jesus. The attempt to find out who He is and what He is like gives rise to fear, exposing our superficiality and inadequacy in the most important question of life.

The fear of answering these questions openly and directly takes us back 2,000 years. Only then people discussed this at least among themselves, secretly perhaps, but they argued. Now this dispute goes on implicitly, in the depth of each person’s soul. Is He good or a deceiver? Who is He? What is He like? Why did He come to me? However frightening it may be to be laughed at, to be thought an oddity or a madman, sooner or later everyone will have to answer these questions honestly.

Today's reading helps us see more clearly the influence that religiosity has on a person's soul and consciousness. The account begins with mention of the feast of Sukkot ("the Feast of Booths"), to which Jesus' brothers are going to go in Jerusalem (vv. 2-3). Sukkot was one of the four main feasts of the Jewish religious year, and as usual a great gathering of pilgrims was expected in Jerusalem. It is no surprise that Jesus' brothers, who did not believe in His messiahship, wanted Him during the feast to proclaim Himself publicly as the Messiah and to give the proofs that those around Him had already demanded of Him more than once (vv. 3-5). Evidently, they expected to see the Messiah as the majority of believing Jews of the Gospel period imagined Him - as a Messiah-king, proclaiming an independent Jewish state and driving out the Romans. It is no surprise that Jesus refuses such a demonstration (vv. 6-8); He does come to Jerusalem, but secretly, trying not to draw attention to Himself (vv. 9-10).

Meanwhile, in the city, very different rumors about Him are circulating: some consider Him a man of God, others a deceiver (vv. 11-12). But everyone looks anxiously over his shoulder at those whom the evangelist calls "the Jews," meaning, as we can see, the spiritual leaders of the Synagogue and of the Pharisaic movement (v. 13). At that time Jesus again speaks to the people gathered in the temple court about the main thing - about His mission (vv. 14-18). And also about the true meaning of the Sabbath, whose meaning had long been lost behind numerous ritual prescriptions (vv. 19-24). Then some of those present recognize in the Speaker the One who had already been accused of breaking the Sabbath law, a violation punishable by death. And perhaps He is right? After all, no one appears to be intending to apply any sanctions to Him. But He cannot be the Messiah, for the Messiah must appear in some completely different way (vv. 25-27).

Here before us, as if on the palm of a hand, are all the questions that religion produces in the consciousness of a person who finds himself face to face with Christ and with the Kingdom that He brought into the world. No one has ever done such miracles as He has, and, perhaps, no one ever will (v. 31), but... why did He come not as religious tradition says of Him? And why do the religious leaders not receive Him? Where is the truth - in the religion that rejects Him, or in that evident reality of the Kingdom which bears such bright witness to Him? Each person answered this question for himself, and on this answer depended the acceptance or rejection of the Savior and of the Kingdom He brought into the world.

What is wrong, it would seem, with what Jesus' relatives suggest? They are concerned for the success of His preaching, so that He can gain new disciples in Judea. This is so natural, and therefore for those accustomed to the ordinary behavior of promoters of their own ideas, the evangelist's remark that even His brothers did not believe in Him can sound unexpected. If the brothers had spoken mockingly, that would be one thing, but they appear to have offered their advice quite seriously. In what, then, does their unbelief consist?

It is already shown in the fact that the brothers advise Christ to resemble a person who seeks to make himself known. They still find it hard to understand that He is not striving for His own glory, but seeking glory for the heavenly Father and receiving it only from Him. In addition, the advice to go and gain popularity in a situation where people already want to kill Jesus recalls how Satan tempted Him by offering Him the chance to throw Himself down...

Jesus bears witness that the works of the world are evil not only by the words of His preaching, but by His whole presence. That is why the world cannot tolerate Him, regardless of His words and signs. His presence is a silent reproach to an uneasy conscience, not because He wants to rebuke, but because beside Him it is simply impossible to remain indifferent.