12 And they told to Mordecai Esther's words. |
13 Then Mordecai commanded to answer Esther, Think not with thyself that thou shalt escape in the king's house, more than all the Jews. |
14 For if thou altogether holdest thy peace at this time, then shall there enlargement and deliverance arise to the Jews from another place; but thou and thy father's house shall be destroyed: and who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this? |
We can live, as everyone knows, in different ways. And not only in regard to lifestyle or occupation. One and the same life, one and the same events, can be lived and experienced as if on different levels of awareness and understanding. And then, depending on the level of that awareness, the result can sometimes be very different lives, lives quite unlike one another. For example, a person ends up... let us say, in a royal palace. What does that mean? The favor of fate? Perhaps. Luck, a happy chance? Yes, one could say so. Although, of course, all kinds of things happen in life, and a royal palace is not always a cozy or safe place. But what is luck, what is the favor of fate? What is fate at all? The Bible knows no such concept as fate, doom, destiny, or anything like them. Nothing in the world is predetermined in advance.
But there is God's plan, and there is human freedom to follow or not follow that plan. Most of us, people living in a fallen world, do not choose even half the situations in which we find ourselves. But in any situation it depends only on us how we will act and what choice we will make when a choice has to be made. And our choice will depend on where we are looking at the situation from. From the inside, remaining an integral part of it, so to speak an element of the landscape or the interior? Or from the outside, where God is, who created that situation by His will or by His nonintervention?
If from the inside, then it is luck, a happy chance. Then take advantage of the opportunity and do nothing that can take it away from you. Do not be a fool and do not do foolish things. If from the outside, where God is, then what remains is God's will as the only inner imperative. An absolute imperative, against which one cannot act. Not because there is no choice, but because the choice is between your true self and what will destroy you.
Mordecai asks Esther the one question that matters in their situation: which life do you choose? God's or your own? The future of the Jewish community of Babylon depended on her answer. But above all, so did her own future. Would it be connected with God's great world, or with a small human world cut off from that great world? With a world where one can die physically but cannot perish spiritually, or with a little world where one loses even the life one appears to have managed to keep.
12 And they told to Mordecai Esther's words. |
13 Then Mordecai commanded to answer Esther, Think not with thyself that thou shalt escape in the king's house, more than all the Jews. |
14 For if thou altogether holdest thy peace at this time, then shall there enlargement and deliverance arise to the Jews from another place; but thou and thy father's house shall be destroyed: and who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this? |
Based on the story of the Book of Esther, the Jewish community played in life of the country, as we would say today, of its residence a considerable role, if its representatives could even be at the court. But it is necessary to pay for everything: such a role in the public and State life carries with it corresponding risks, which in the conditions of the ancient Middle-Eastern despotism could be quite serious.
So, the court intrigues, in which were involved (maybe involuntarily) the representatives of the Jewish community, who became victims of a big political game, were threatened of death not only them personally, but also all the community as a whole. In such a situation before everyone, belonging to it, arose a question of choice: to stay aside, try to dissociate himself from his, who became now dangerous, or by the measure of the strengths try to change the situation, even at the risk of his own life. It is not of course in every situation that it is necessary to intervene. If it was just about the fight between the parties of the court, hardly one could consider such an intervention as God's work. But in this case the probleme was not in politics and not in the intrigues of the court, but in this lie that the enemies of the Jewish people resorted to.
This lie, an open violation of the commandments, did the intervention on the side of the Jewish party of the court God's affair. Besides, it was about the very existence of the Jewish people: because in case of victory of the anti-Jewish party at the court, its history might have ended. In such situations opens often the meaning of the life of a concrete person and his stay in a known place at a certain moment. We could say that Esther was simply very fortunate in life, and humanely such reasoning would be quite fair.
But in God's plans her stay in the court, as it has proved, has another meaning and is full with another meaning, which until time was not only hidden from others, but from Esther herself. Now that it had be revealed in all fullness, she only had to choose: to accept this God's mission, for which God gave her the possibility to live in the royal palace, or refuse it. Choice, from which depended not only the salvation oh her people, but her own salvation too, in all the fullness of the meaning of that word.
1 When Mordecai perceived all that was done, Mordecai rent his clothes, and put on sackcloth with ashes, and went out into the midst of the city, and cried with a loud and a bitter cry; |
2 And came even before the king's gate: for none might enter into the king's gate clothed with sackcloth. |
3 And in every province, whithersoever the king's commandment and his decree came, there was great mourning among the Jews, and fasting, and weeping, and wailing; and many lay in sackcloth and ashes. |
4 So Esther's maids and her chamberlains came and told it her. Then was the queen exceedingly grieved; and she sent raiment to clothe Mordecai, and to take away his sackcloth from him: but he received it not. |
5 Then called Esther for Hatach, one of the king's chamberlains, whom he had appointed to attend upon her, and gave him a commandment to Mordecai, to know what it was, and why it was. |
6 So Hatach went forth to Mordecai unto the street of the city, which was before the king's gate. |
7 And Mordecai told him of all that had happened unto him, and of the sum of the money that Haman had promised to pay to the king's treasuries for the Jews, to destroy them. |
8 Also he gave him the copy of the writing of the decree that was given at Shushan to destroy them, to shew it unto Esther, and to declare it unto her, and to charge her that she should go in unto the king, to make supplication unto him, and to make request before him for her people. |
9 And Hatach came and told Esther the words of Mordecai. |
10 Again Esther spake unto Hatach, and gave him commandment unto Mordecai; |
11 All the king's servants, and the people of the king's provinces, do know, that whosoever, whether man or woman, shall come unto the king into the inner court, who is not called, there is one law of his to put him to death, except such to whom the king shall hold out the golden sceptre, that he may live: but I have not been called to come in unto the king these thirty days. |
12 And they told to Mordecai Esther's words. |
13 Then Mordecai commanded to answer Esther, Think not with thyself that thou shalt escape in the king's house, more than all the Jews. |
14 For if thou altogether holdest thy peace at this time, then shall there enlargement and deliverance arise to the Jews from another place; but thou and thy father's house shall be destroyed: and who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this? |
15 Then Esther bade them return Mordecai this answer, |
16 Go, gather together all the Jews that are present in Shushan, and fast ye for me, and neither eat nor drink three days, night or day: I also and my maidens will fast likewise; and so will I go in unto the king, which is not according to the law: and if I perish, I perish. |
17 So Mordecai went his way, and did according to all that Esther had commanded him. |
C:1-10 Then Mardocheus thought upon all the works of the Lord, and made his prayer unto him, Saying, O Lord, Lord, the King Almighty: for the whole world is in thy power, and if thou hast appointed to save Israel, there is no man that can gainsay thee: For thou hast made heaven and earth, and all the wondrous things under the heaven. Thou art Lord of all things, and there is no man that can resist thee, which art the Lord. Thou knowest all things, and thou knowest, Lord, that it was neither in contempt nor pride, nor for any desire of glory, that I did not bow down to proud Aman. For I could have been content with good will for the salvation of Israel to kiss the soles of his feet. But I did this, that I might not prefer the glory of man above the glory of God: neither will I worship any but thee, O God, neither will I do it in pride. |
C:11 And now, O Lord God and King, spare thy people: for their eyes are upon us to bring us to nought; yea, they desire to destroy the inheritance, that hath been thine from the beginning. Despise not the portion, which thou hast delivered out of Egypt for thine own self. Hear my prayer, and be merciful unto thine inheritance: turn our sorrow into joy, that we may live, O Lord, and praise thy name: and destroy not the mouths of them that praise thee, O Lord. All Israel in like manner cried most earnestly unto the Lord, because their death was before their eyes. |
C:12 Queen Esther also, being in fear of death, resorted unto the Lord: |
C:13 And laid away her glorious apparel, and put on the garments of anguish and mourning: and instead of precious ointments, she covered her head with ashes and dung, and she humbled her body greatly, and all the places of her joy she filled with her torn hair. And she prayed unto the Lord God of Israel, saying, |
C:14-16 O my Lord, thou only art our King: help me, desolate woman, which have no helper but thee: For my danger is in mine hand. From my youth up I have heard in the tribe of my family, that thou, O Lord, tookest Israel from among all people, and our fathers from all their predecessors, for a perpetual inheritance, and thou hast performed whatsoever thou didst promise them. And now we have sinned before thee: therefore hast thou given us into the hands of our enemies, Because we worshipped their gods: O Lord, thou art righteous. Nevertheless it satisfieth them not, that we are in bitter captivity: but they have stricken hands with their idols, That they will abolish the thing that thou with thy mouth hast ordained, and destroy thine inheritance, and stop the mouth of them that praise thee, and quench the glory of thy house, and of thine altar, And open the mouths of the heathen to set forth the praises of the idols, and to magnify a fleshly king for ever. |
C:17-22 O Lord, give not thy sceptre unto them that be nothing, and let them not laugh at our fall; but turn their device upon themselves, and make him an example, that hath begun this against us. |
C:23-25 Remember, O Lord, make thyself known in time of our affliction, and give me boldness, O King of the nations, and Lord of all power. Give me eloquent speech in my mouth before the lion: turn his heart to hate him that fighteth against us, that there may be an end of him, and of all that are likeminded to him: But deliver us with thine hand, and help me that am desolate, and which have no other help but thee. |
C:26-30 Thou knowest all things, O Lord; thou knowest that I hate the glory of the unrighteous, and abhor the bed of the uncircumcised, and of all the heathen. Thou knowest my necessity: for I abhor the sign of my high estate, which is upon mine head in the days wherein I shew myself, and that I abhor it as a menstruous rag, and that I wear it not when I am private by myself. And that thine handmaid hath not eaten at Aman's table, and that I have not greatly esteemed the king's feast, nor drunk the wine of the drink offerings. Neither had thine handmaid any joy since the day that I was brought hither to this present, but in thee, O Lord God of Abraham. O thou mighty God above all, hear the voice of the forlorn, and deliver us out of the hands of the mischievous, and deliver me out of my fear. |
The most essential thing in the fourth chapter of Esther is Esther's decision to expose herself to mortal danger for the sake of her fellow countrymen. Esther had been forced to conceal her origin, and now she must enter the king's presence uninvited (which alone is punishable!) and plead for those whom the royal decree has condemned to extermination. In essence, for Esther this means offering herself as a sacrifice for the salvation of the Jews.
No less important is that before carrying out such a decision, Esther entrusts herself to God's hands, prays herself, and asks all the Jews to pray. The most correct and most beautiful decisions—even the very things God would like to see from us—can turn to dust and into an abyss if we do not pray about them. This is a fact attested by centuries of practice. Esther knows this and follows it at such a tragic moment. In her prayer she confesses God as the only King and gives herself entirely into His power.
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